| Been a while.. |
[Nov. 10th, 2007|09:22 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Jacksonville | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Avenged Sevenfold - Critical Acclaim | ] |
So it's been a good long time honestly. I know only one or two people prolly actually read this but what the hell. Figured I'd actually write in it for once.
Where to begin where to begin. Well, my staple rp char, Jaehrek, is finally married so woohoo to that! ^_^ S'been like years in the making but it finally happened. And now I'm having fun exploring playing some of Jae's new family members, haha. So yeah, not much other than that online, been hiding away. Not that anyone really misses me on sorcery I'm sure. Yet again can only think of a couple of people and one doesn't even have a LJ that I know of.
Real life has been.. it's had it's ups and downs. My current living arrangements are less than desirable and yet all the same entirely welcomed. I have no room, I sleep on a couch, but I'm not under the rules of the 'rents and haven't been for a few months now. It's a breath of fresh air. But then comes the times that get annoying. A few weeks ago the power disconnected only to be reconnected by a phantom bill payed over the phone. As I type the faucet trickles water for but a minute at most before it dries up. Not sure what's going on with that. And just all around sink brokeness. But after a month or so that's finally fixed so yay!
I started work at Circuit City last night. Well, went to Orientation if that counts. I got payed for it, so I say it does. My first not of honest work is on monday. It proves so far to look like a fun place to work. The store director and everyone I've met so far are cool and the break room is.. ftw! Haha. Seasonal as well, so it will coincide with my moving in January very well as it seems.
Well I've been rambling, tend to do that when I actually post in this thing. I have the need to get ahold of two specific things right now, and for some reason feel as if I'm to obtain neither today. Star wars movies for the watching, and Jurassic Park for the reading. But who knows? Maybe I'll luck out. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 1st, 2007|08:54 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dope-Bitch | ] |
1. Real name and/or screen name:
2. Birthday:
3. Place of residence:
4. What makes you happy:
5. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. Do you read my LJ:
7. If you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favorite place to be:
11. Favorite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Weirdest food you like:
RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song and OR album:
PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your LJ so I can tell you what I think of you.
4. Post a picture of you, the optional part is nude or not. I'm kidding!
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or, alternately
You can ask me ONE (1) question that I promise to answer ashonestly as I can. However, if you ask a question, I Dare you to postthis in your own Journal and see what questions you get |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 20th, 2007|02:20 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Teh Jacksonville | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  optimistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Queen - Bohemian Rhapsody | ] |
List all the characters you play in various RP associations, and those who reply may ask whatever questions they wish of the listed character. Replies will be in-character to those who reply.
Jaehrek
Setzer Gabbiani
Rex
Ryujin
Darius La`Seck
Nathan
Spag
Joe The Vampire
Vinnie
Corganith
Quinn Vannamontu
Ghis
Ryknow
Dragonov
Cartonis
Nameless Were-saber
Likely more, and multiple incarnations of half them. But it'll do. |
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[Aug. 5th, 2007|11:07 pm] |
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I took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Unwilling to participate and wishes to avoid all f..."
Click here to read the rest of the results.
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| Skrimmamaloo |
[May. 2nd, 2007|07:20 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Work | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Billy Joel - Only the Good Die Young | ] |
So, yeah, at work and feeling kinda crazy. Trapped and yet free to go wherever I please. I just dunno. My crazy antics tend to carry me through the day but there's only so long before even I run out of energy and run out of laughs. And then I'm left to sit in the abyss known as boredom. It's killing me as now is one of those times. So I figured I'd post in here and see if that'd help any. A few good times in the last week but before that everything's just been pretty routine. I miss EMT class as crazy as it sounds. It was fun, I was interested, too bad it's over. =\ Now to wait the long wait until August for the fire college. Only a billion and one days to go. x.x Then again.. Billy Joel's playing on the Sirius radio, it saves me of boredom for a short while. =D Let's listen! Well.. you can't.. but I am! I guess at this point I'm simply rambling for the sake of having nothing better to do. *shrugs* Part of me wants to start writing again. Whether it's working on my old story I never finished, a new one, or just anything that comes out of my head. But I never bring myself to sit down and just do it. There's always some reason, some excuse, something else to do. Oh well. Well, time to start doing a few things around the store. Half hour to close. Perhaps I'll post again soon, perhaps not. Maybe simply the next time boredom strikes at work. Who knows? Most definately not I. |
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[Feb. 19th, 2007|08:22 pm] |
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You say I have turned,
Like the enemies you've earned,
But I can remember,
All the good things you are,
And so I ask you please,
Can I help you find the peace and the star?,
Oh, my friend,
What time is this?,
To trade the handshake for the fist
Things.. have been hectic. Family, females, work, school.. About 4 12+ hour days in a row. Yesterday and today were the first real breaks. 8 hours of work over two days was a more than welcome schedule. Yet now I'm stuck here at home, the last place I wanna be at the moment. I wanna be out, hanging out with people, friends. It's the only place that I feel I can get away lately. Get away from all of it. Surprisingly however I've had a great time on my clinicals, like, a great deal more fun than I could've imagined as odd as it sounds. Speaking of medical and such.. my back is killing me.. alot.. That's what I get for sleeping on the floor for a week. Yay for having my room volunteered without me. >.> Not to mention someone on my mind as well. Though I'm sure that's a pointless venture. =\
Well, enough bitching for now I suppose. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 17th, 2007|12:35 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | hookah lounge | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sirius chillaxin music | ] |
Twisty curvy upside down
All this chaos runs around
stuck in the middle, blown away
standing there, left to sway
aaaaaaand.. i'm running a blank. was going good for a minute there. been a long day. alot of interesting happenings. the last few days, however, have left me fucking drained. today was the first day that my work/school/clinical day left me out for less than 12 hours. No rest for the wicked I guess. tuesday and thursday were work 9-4:30 with class 5-10 and wednesday a 12 hour clinical. on the other hand, so far the clinicals are a blast and I'm loving the whole EMT thing.
So yeah, I'm left here, chillin' at the Hookah Lounge doing a whole lotta nothing but thinking about things and people and who knows what. But for now I'ma flop back on the couch and relax a while. =P |
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[Jan. 31st, 2007|09:36 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | shitty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Freak on A Leash Unplugged - Korn ft. Amy Lee | ] |
Gah! Fuck life and all it's little quirks. Just.. just fuck it. Fuck it all. Straight to hell. That is all. |
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| ,,, |
[Jan. 29th, 2007|02:34 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Warmness on the Soul - A7X | ] |
...tired of being/feeling alone.. :( |
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[Jan. 16th, 2007|02:08 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Reminissions - Avenged Sevenfold | ] |
And it all crashes down,
And you break your crown,
And you point your finger but there's no one around,
Just want one thing,
Just to play the king,
But the castle's crumbled and you've left with just a name,
Where's your crown king nothing.
Okay.. so.. lyrics that kinda popped into my head before I actually turned on any music. So.. yeah.. *Shrugs*
So many things to think about. Things to do. Things not to do. Things I don't know whether to do or not. And of course no time to think about the latter of the three. On an up note, listening to Avenged Sevenfold. So that always puts me in a bit of a better mood. Can always appreciate good guitar work no matter what the mood. =D
So many things on my mind. New friends, old friends that I never hung out with, old friends that I've gotten out of touch with. Hanging out with them all lately. Yet at times it seems like some of them could care less if I was around, I dunno. Maybe it's just me. Others I know it to be untrue.
I need to stop spending so much money. That's for sure. And stop smoking. Not that I do it much, or at all when not hanging out with friends, but a horrible habit that I shoulda never picked up none the less. My tattoo and my trips to the lounge and the castle are really the only things I can justify spending my money on. Anything else is other people or stupid stupid shit that I am now regretting having bought.
Yet another thing, I've come to the conclusion that I'm far too nice and it's going to stop. I don't plan on becoming an ass or anything but I'm not letting people walk all over me whether it's their intention or not, not paying for people everytime we go out save for certain circumstances, none of that shit. I'm tired of it and I hadn't realized how much it was bothering me until just a few days ago.
And girls. Well, we'll save those problems for another day. I've bitched too much and said to little as it is right now. Gonna just go lay down and listen to some rifftastic guitar work until time to leave for class. =D That's right, I said rifftastic. |
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| ..tired.. |
[Jan. 15th, 2007|02:10 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | frustrated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Rise Against - Prayer of the Refugee | ] |
I'm tired of it. All of it. The games we play. The daily grind. Just existing. Going on gets harder everyday. The same old shit, just a different fucking day. The more life I seem to breath into my existance.. Clubs.. tattoos, god knows what.. The more life seems to enjoy fucking me over in some other way, shape, or form. I'm just tired of it.. Sick of it.. But that's life, eh? Push on for another day and hope something good comes of it. But I won't stop. No matter the price, no matter the shit I gotta deal with I'll push on to that next day and do it all again. Well, enough ranting and banter. I'm out.. |
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| Don't Ask >.> <.< >.> |
[Jan. 14th, 2007|09:10 pm] |
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| | Home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Fall Out Boy - This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race | ] |
wiohjegtowiejgowiengwoiengwoiengwioegnweiognweiognweiognwoeignweoignweiognweio |
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[Jan. 7th, 2007|11:51 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Hookah Lounge | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sirius 35 | ] |
w00, another update. Not that anyone really reads it. XD I've been inked! Finally! 'bout damn time! Jack Skellington for the win bitches! Pictures on myspace soon to follow. ^^ Other than that ndt. Ndt. and Ndt. And now for something creative.
so yeah.. that worked out well.. At the hookah lounge and was feeling creative but not anymore as everything I'm thinkin' 'bout is starting to come out emoness. >.> *Cry* So yeah, fuck this. I'm out. |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2007|05:34 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Lost | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Devil Driver - Digging Up The Corpses | ] |
Bleh, the more I sit here pondering what to write, the less I want to write anything at all. Too much bitching and not enough of anything else to write. >.> |
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| *#&^%$(*&^@$ |
[Sep. 26th, 2006|12:21 am] |
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO FUCKING DO!
Everything's so upside down, inside out, and just all around fucked up right now. I don't know what to do with myself. Things were going so good and then FUCKING BAM! all at once it feels like they're beginning to fall apart as usual. I should be used to it by now. But I'm not. I'm so FUCKING GOD DAMN TIRED OF THIS SHIT. /sigh Someone save me from myself, I beg you. Because right now I don't know what to do and it feels like I'm the cause of it all crumbling around me and it's likely true. I can't fucking write like this and it's only pissing me off all the more. I just want to hit something right now. Hit it hard and good. Just fuck it.. I'm out.. |
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[Sep. 20th, 2006|01:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | AFI - God Called in Sick Today | ] |
/sigh |
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[Sep. 16th, 2006|09:57 pm] |
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Actually in a pretty damn good mood. But not at home so not gonna be on the comp long. Lata. |
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| Bleh |
[Sep. 12th, 2006|04:47 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stone Sour - Through Glass | ] |
Still kinda bleh. But not quite as bleh. Just.. more of a regular bleh. If that makes any sense.
"I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head"
Eh, just lyrics that have kinda been stuck in my head and kinda feelin' lately. *Shrugs.* |
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| Left behind |
[Sep. 9th, 2006|09:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 311 - Come Original | ] |
What a long weekend it's been, and gee, it's not even over! Yay! >.> I won't bore you with any of the details as I've been emo enough in this thing lately. But basically a combination of not getting to hang out with people I wanted to on two seperate occasions, tired of being stuck in brooksville, writer's block, and a myriad of other things. But regarding the writer's block hopefully gonna fix that problem soon enough with some brainstorming. Who knows. Might even see chapter 10 soon. Finally. X.x Well, gonna go for now. |
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